From my journal 7-30-06:
I'm almost there. I don't want to jinx it, but everything is done but the final admissions board review. I heard from Ernest Westbrook (my wonderfully helpful admissions advisor. He's been great.) this morning. Cautiously optimistic is how I would describe him this morning. Very pleased with my essay. Very impressed with my application, my application exam, my application essay. Apparently the board member in charge of reviewing essays was impressed with this one. I received the admissions application package this morning.
So, I'm now sitting here in my office beginning to chronicle this weird, amazing journey to / through law school I've started. Not on a whim, but certainly not how I pictured it. I envisioned filling out my application, enduring weeks of waiting, then being told I qualified to take the exam, then hearing that I either did well enough or not enough. Not this application on fast-forward that I've been experiencing. Talked with Ernest two weeks ago Tuesday. Sent a list of questions two weeks ago Friday. Didn't hear from anyone, so sent another email to Ernest on Monday. Talked with him again on Wednesday, and made an appointment to do the pre-admissions interview on Thursday. Did the interview on Thursday. Turned in the exam Thursday evening. Submitted the essay Friday noon. Talked with him this morning. Started filling out paperwork this morning, after hearing that I had a solid recommendation from Ernest and he was hoping for good things from the admissions board.
Now I've filled out most of the paperwork, and I need to send transcript requests to the schools so that I can get transcripts sent to my file. What a day. I could very well know by the end of August, beginning of September if I'm going to law school or not...at least at Concord. There's a very big part of me that is scared to death by all of this. There is another part of me that is ready for the challenge and looking forward to it.....Then there's the finances. Ahhhhhhh!!!!! I know that I can probably get a loan to cover this - but still - its a decent chunk of change.
Now I just have to keep my nerves under control until this all sinks in. I've bookmarked the pages at the Concord bookstore with the graduation regalia and all the other commencement stuff to keep the big picture in mind. I wonder if this is how the medical school applicants feel once they've gone through their interviews and they're waiting to hear from the medical schools. The overwhelming feeling of "what was I thinking?????"
Oh well. Dr. John Kim is pulling for me. He thinks its a great idea. Dr. Paul Kim thinks its a bad idea - but along the lines of one more lawyer in the world is a bad idea. Gary is supportive. I'm sure that Pippa, Darlene, and Jen would be supportive if they knew. I should probably write Pip and let her know. It's out of my control at this point, anyway. Hugs for me.
Keep watching this spot....more updates on my law school app to come!